using it upAn inventory, not a haul
read 14 SEP 2026The letter
94 entries73 published21 in the queue292 spoken lines21 with no lines72 photographs9 objects18 the longest run5 columns8.5 a weekread 14 SEP 2026

using it up/The inventory

The inventory

Every entry, newest first, including the ones still waiting their turn. One object at a time — a jar that took fourteen months, headphones that are six years old, a hem mended.

This inventory holds 94 entries, 73 of them published.Every one is a photograph of one of 9 objects.64 of them count something out loud.

The run

The drawing on every row. An object carries 4 to 18 entries and this is which one of them you are looking at.

Still works

46 entries filed this way, 36 published, over 8 of the 9 objects. Kept, mended, and quietly older than anything that replaced it would have been. The first 6, newest first.

Open still works
#What it saysThe objectWent out
001

this seam has been resewn twice

second time on this seam and it's still going

the sewing7 of 714 SEP 20264 lines, 47 words
002

this jar is on refill nine

same glass, ninth time filled

the jar14 of 1413 SEP 20264 lines, 47 words
003

nothing on this shelf is new

still working, still here

the shelf13 of 1312 SEP 20264 lines, 50 words
004

i eat every meal here

the marks on it are just proof i ate here

the table8 of 811 SEP 20264 lines, 54 words
005

this sponge is on its last week

washing up with the last of it

the dishes8 of 810 SEP 20264 lines, 51 words
006

this counter has stayed empty

the counter stayed empty and i stopped noticing

the kitchen18 of 1809 SEP 20264 lines, 60 words, a year
Finished it

14 entries filed this way, 11 published, over 4 of the 9 objects. Used all the way down to the last honest squeeze, with nothing waiting under the sink. The first 6, newest first.

Open finished it
#What it saysThe objectWent out
001

i refilled this jar again

the jar was never the problem, the wanting a new one was

the jar13 of 1405 SEP 20264 lines, 53 words
002

i scraped this jar clean

the quiet satisfaction of finishing what i have

the jar12 of 1429 AUG 20264 lines, 32 words
003

this jar has been refilled since january

the jar was the one-time purchase, not the routine

the jar11 of 1427 AUG 20264 lines, 44 words, eight months
004

i emptied this jar myself

clear glass and nothing wasted

the jar10 of 1424 AUG 20264 lines, 42 words, fourteen months
005

i've filled this jar from the same bag four times now

the bag outlasts the wanting every time

the jar9 of 1418 AUG 2026no lines read over it
006

i bought this jar full and i'm the one who emptied it

no ceremony, just the end of it

the jar8 of 1409 AUG 2026no lines read over it
Didn't buy it

12 entries filed this way, 8 published, over 4 of the 9 objects. Wanted, sat with, and then not — a cart abandoned and never thought about again. The first 6, newest first.

Open didn't buy it
#What it saysThe objectWent out
001

i wrote the list instead

the page holds it so i don't have to

the list14 of 1431 AUG 20264 lines, 50 words, a week
002

three lines i wrote instead

the paper does the wanting for me now

the list13 of 1422 AUG 20264 lines, 54 words
003

three things on this page and i crossed out two of them without buying

turns out most wants have a shelf life of about a week

the list12 of 1415 AUG 2026no lines read over it, a week
004

i kept a running note of everything i wanted this month and most of it stopped mattering

turns out most of it was just a mood i was in that day 🤍

the list11 of 1414 AUG 2026no lines read over it
005

one in, one out was too gentle. now it's one out, then we'll see

the shelf decides.

the shelf9 of 1320 JUL 20264 lines, 62 words
006

the cart can sit there. wanting fades faster than regret

seven days, and it went quiet.

the list7 of 1419 JUL 20264 lines, 66 words, seven days
Became someone

11 entries filed this way, 9 published, over 4 of the 9 objects. The version of me who already has enough of it. Same shelf, different appetite. The first 6, newest first.

Open became someone
#What it saysThe objectWent out
001

this shelf holds what i use

one shelf, eight things, nothing waiting to be used

the shelf12 of 1304 SEP 20264 lines, 52 words, a week
002

i shop this shelf first

Turns out, enough is easier to see when it has a place.

the shelf10 of 1328 AUG 20264 lines, 33 words
003

my kitchen has fewer things and more room to cook. that was the trade

counter space is a lifestyle.

the kitchen9 of 1821 JUL 20264 lines, 63 words
004

i replaced the scroll-and-buy loop with finish-and-notice

different loop, different life.

the notebook4 of 420 JUL 20264 lines, 61 words
005

the version of me that burns the fancy candle instead of saving it

lit it on a tuesday.

the kitchen8 of 1820 JUL 20264 lines, 56 words, two years
006

i know exactly what i own now. that used to not be true

inventory of a quiet life.

the shelf7 of 1319 JUL 20264 lines, 54 words
Noticed

11 entries filed this way, 9 published, over 7 of the 9 objects. A thing you also do, said out loud for the first time. The first 6, newest first.

Open noticed
#What it saysThe objectWent out
001

wanting less isn't deprivation. it's the end of being advertised to in your own head

unsubscribed internally.

the list8 of 1421 JUL 20264 lines, 65 words
002

the free version of that feeling is finishing what you have

already paid for.

the jar7 of 1421 JUL 20264 lines, 58 words
003

stuff stopped arriving and peace started

quiet doorstep, quiet head.

the shelf8 of 1320 JUL 20264 lines, 50 words
004

new isn't a feeling. it just borrows one for a week

the feeling was never in the box.

the kitchen7 of 1819 JUL 20264 lines, 54 words, a week
005

half my calm came from finishing things i already started

closure in jar form.

the dishes2 of 819 JUL 20264 lines, 54 words, two months
006

buying less didn't make my life smaller. it made it specific

curated by use.

the list6 of 1419 JUL 20264 lines, 59 words